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Thursday, September 30, 2010

你对我造成的伤害..你永远都不会知道有多痛..
我为你流过的眼泪..你永远都不会知道有多少..

~~我是个失败者。~~

所以

我不想做一辈子的失败者。
我想成功。
我要努力。
我要证明给大家。
我可以。

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

3:49 PM

LOL .
5 more days to go .
i just hate myself for being such lazy .
i wish i had a way to get rid of thinking those eff-ing things
i must did well for this .
its just once for a lifetime .
I dont get another chance for taking PMR .
so... just study hard !
i cant believe myself ....
what i've study, i forgot !
dammit -.-
HOWhowHOWWWW ?????

~~youcorruptedmylife!~~

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

3:32 PM

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

hell !
just finished gaming , SA !! :DD
what a relieve :)
now going to study lerr .....
hope i can did this , i really needa catch up ...
clean my mind ..
i dont want to think those ~~FCKING~~ things again ...
you dont want me ?
FINE !
i must go stronger although its tough !!
wipe off your tears, screw PMR off !!
few more days.... you'll be fine after this !!

youcandoit ! x))

trust to god ..
pray to god ..
i know he will help me :)
amen .

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

10:06 AM

原来今天不知我一个人p噢~哈哈
原本是想读书滴...
我根本没办法专心了.
打机去了 x))

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

9:10 AM

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

FCKED .

承诺是一切？
放屁
请大家不要再相信那些所谓的承诺
答应会陪你一辈子
那种思想单纯到没话说!

我以为我能
~~其实我还是不能~~
我很开心 ~~因为我在掩饰我的痛苦~~
我笑了 ~~可是我的心在淌血~~
我不在乎 ~~可是我为你牺牲的远远超越你给过我的~~
我若无其事 ~~可是你走过了我身边后我跑了~~
我以为我可以 ~~可是到头来还是被骗了~~
你会看到我每天的笑容 ~~因为你没看过我哭泣的样子~~
我试着去信任你 ~~可是你的谎话多到数不清~~

其实这是一件好事 .
因为这样我可以专心念书专注在考试上
我也得着了神的爱因为我有祸，所以我有福了。
我把所有的烦恼寄托给袮了。
主啊，做我永远的爱人啊/！
我愿意为袮放弃一切
阿门.

今天含着泪睡着了
起来了也好像透明似的
雨，把我淋醒了
走过的地方都有痕迹
衰。遇见两次
~~真倒霉~~
那种感觉，恨不得找个洞跳进去
后来逃课
到图书馆去本来很开心
我们开电视看在里面玩闹
自由自在
可是
~~连图书馆也让我想起,,,,~~
~~不该想的东西~~

你开心吗?

~~我很开心。~~

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

2:34 PM

Friday, September 24, 2010

10 dAYS ~!!!!!

lol ........
PMR .
stressssssssss ...
why i had being so freakkin lazy in class ?
dunnoh -.-
i really dont want to be like that ,
can I ?

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

2:41 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

homeworks nowadays...

UNCOUNTABLE . -.-

time was fully booked by homeworks, studies, tuitions ..
-.-
i wish i had 48hours a day .
i need breaks .
i need time to think rubbish .

yesterday night studied for geografi form 3 .
till 12am ++ .
only i noticed ,
i can't sleep, AGAIN .
already few nights i had been suffering from this sickness ....
GOSH !
then ... i did something inconceivable ..
i studied for form 3 sejarah .
bab2 and 3 .
i thought studying can hypnotize me to fall asleep .
but still cant !!! WTF -.-
around 240am ....
only i fall asleep .
LOLs .
i dont think i have enough sleep since holiday .
D:

okayy its time for me to off .
raining cats and dogs .
thunders .
byee :(

asking myself again and again ..

did i think to much ?

i tried to calm down my mind .

i had been thinking it over and over again .

but .... what should i do ?

i still cant find the answer .

this is not the first time anymore , should i voice out ?

but shutup is just the best way to avoid quarrel occurs ..

so i think i'll just shutup .

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

3:16 PM

Monday, September 20, 2010

ohgosh ...
what i must do now ?
should i just close one eye to that ?
i really need the answer from you , god .

mood is so fcked up right now .
i hate what im thinking .

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

3:12 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2010

its school reopen , tomorrow .
everyone is having the same mood , preparing for PMR .
yet , i still did nothing .
LOL -.-

so ...
what i need to do now is ...

and ..

goodluck for all PMR candidates ,

study well for it . x))

few more weeks , freedom are waiting for us !

thanks god .

amen . :)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

6:50 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2010

gosh !
i wanna be like him !!!!
i admire him so much ! D:

cobus - best drummer !!!!! :)

here are just two of his video . x)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWnHoUYQW30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=073MVAwUUo0

another one ..
曼青
she's a girl !! damn love it !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=635mEocqQkY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTcQokIwwXk&feature=related

hahah , wishing one day i'll be like them ... XD

yeah !! thats me !! x))

my first time . im in it ! x)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1QwfS6fsB4&

[N years back .. -.-]

and .....
we- percussionist !!
yay ! :D

tonight abit lazy ... off from homeworks ! :D

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

10:12 PM

错过了

一次,又一次 .

去年也是,我很记得 .

[中秋晚会]

我错过了

他们 . 怎么可以这样 .

可是，往积极的方面想

或许,这是神降临给我的福

祂要让我学会珍惜, 学会更珍惜与祂的时刻

学会珍惜和组员们在一起的时刻。

真的很失望 .

整个晚上也不知怎么的

~~没心情。~~

对不起, 麻烦了大家 .

现在 .

六点30分 ,

相信朋友们,弟兄姐妹们都在教会里。

想说: 我真的很羡慕他们。他们真幸福。

真的。

写到这, 我也不知道还要写什么了

我只知道，我一直都需要袮，耶稣

阿门.

祝大家中秋节快乐

祝我中秋节不快乐

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

6:41 PM

Friday, September 17, 2010

加油!

i must study hard !

i must get rid of those lazyness inside me !

i must try to reach the target !

to get 8A's aren't that tough !

be confident !

dont give too much of pressure to ownself !

believe yourself

believe to your god

you can do it !!

im sure i can !

with god , nothing impossible .

i believe in it

and i'll try my best !!!!

YOUCANDOIT !

giving up is easy ,

when your dreams seem far away .

and life is full of obstacles,

you face them everyday .

but, no matter what the challenge

some faith will get you through it .

so NEVER quit believing,

just remember , you CAN DO IT !

thankyou ,

because of your words ..

you make me stand up again !

i really love you , as a friend :)

i must not giving up !

because i got 'him' in my life !

i know 'he' is here to save my life !

amen !

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

2:39 PM

sorry for not blogging few days .
i cant online , because my parents took away the internet one .
duhh -.-

and i still remember what i've promise to huiyee, heheh .

first , these are the pics that shows obviously changing of me ! :D

next one is the special edition ,

changes of me, with friends :D

and finally , hahah !

*seriously,dont laugh !! ):

好烦 .

在祂面前时

我才显露出真真的我

这几天真的很不好受

我很对不起我主

我没办法尽到一个基督徒最基本的责任.

我一直都在想，你会不会因此而放弃了我

还有弟兄姐妹们都渐渐的放弃了我

除了很关心我的雯晶姐

谢谢你

要不是你的坚持,

或许今天的我不会那么的爱祂.

对不起,每次要你等这么久才可以给你答复

因为我真的很难问出口

我害怕,又会起冲突.

这几天我都很努力

我第一次,

用了1个小时灵修

我知道这些并不足够

缺乏了教会

缺乏了牧师

缺乏了小组

就不完美

可是我尽了我能做到的

来爱我主

对不起

我答应

以后我一定会弥补这一切的不完整

感谢我主,

袮无限的力量,使我勇敢向前走

我要为袮活得更好!

阿门!

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

12:55 PM

Saturday, September 11, 2010

lol .. im still online-ing ..
guess what ?
ii have nothing to do ...
and...
i viewed babe's old bloggie
mwahahhahah ! x)
she had been blogging since 2008, whoa ! x)
and i also finished viewing her latest bloggie . XD
so interesting .. found back lots of sweet memories in there . :D
are you guys wondering who is my beloved babe ?
haha ....
she is .......
bibeqi !! :D
haha , i just love the way she blogg :)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

9:28 PM

lols .
im so bored over here .
:(

i wish this could be the last post of mine .
i want to try not to online for 3days . :D
maybe wednesday , i'll be back .
i'll try . XD
because i cant control myself . -.-
exam is around the corner..
but i still have the mood to facebook, blogging, watching hk dramas XD
maybe i should control myself now.. before its too late .
:D
bye guys ! :)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

8:21 PM

ohgosh .. im damn lazy right now ..
cant wait to use comp even though i haven't complete my work :D

today ... er .. swt -.-
they all .. hahah !
play phone until cannot take back . sot ! @@
luckily...things still not so worse .. :P
becoz of god ...
thanks god !
amen :)

haha , okayy .
a short post for today .

tonight im free ! yay ! :D

yesterday night ..

cried , again, .

it was not my fault , but the blame was on me .

i fall asleep with my bible and tears .

i know i must be strong, i am no longer a little child .

i must be stronger .

with my god here , i know i can !

amen :)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

3:54 PM

Friday, September 10, 2010

mobile online .. wheee :D

hahah . costs like HELL !! :P

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

10:43 PM

lol ... stupid digi dontknow whats wrong with it ..
have to use the normal one .

FACEBOOK :D

okayy , i gonna change it ...
LOL
because got someone thought i was using the pic to fake others .
go see the photo comments .
by one S**** .
-.-

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

12:47 PM

Thursday, September 9, 2010

a bet with her my babe ♥

lets bet how many ppl will comment on my fugly pic !! x))

hahah .

the picture above was just taken by today .

while im bored .XD

will upload more on facebook,

stay tuned :)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

5:32 PM

LOL !

syok today !! :D

waited almost two hoursss only get to play two match .

but its already damn exhausting for me .

they all bully nia, because im the only girl ! :(

overall , im so proud of myself :P

because i still can score 4 marks for each game . XD

and i almost cannot walk back to home .

both legs suffering from blister, and muscle pain ...

and i slipped and almost fall onto the ground twice !

WTH ??

lols .... hahah .

btw i've realized that there are more things for me to learn and to improve .

what i need now, is TIME !

mwahahahh :D

thats all now,

~~wish to have a sleep .. ):~~

happy holiday guys ..! enjoy :)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

1:07 PM

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

yeapp , its raining , again .
:)

just went back from tuition .
the air-cond is freakin cold in there ,
somemore raining heavily out there, LOL !!

i like raining ♥ ♥
~~at least its better than hot weather . XD~~

hahah ..
mind blanked .
no inspiration bout what-to-write .
thats all, byeee♥

i cant do anything for you .

i am so upset .

i know you are so disappointed on me .

i love you,but i cant do anything to prove it to you .

the only thing i can do for you is

studying everyday about you to know you more,

because i cant do it like others .

but i still loves you .

please dont stop loving me too .

i need you .

without you my life is uncompleted .

no matter what,

you're always my beloved father .

thanks for loving me .

amen ♥

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

4:20 PM

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

short post . ♥

hehe .. nothing much to say ..
just a short one expressing feelings . :)

LOL i am wondering how i gonna finish this in within one month time ???
o_o

~~thats absolutely real , OMG !~~

lol ... i wish i had these stuff . :D

lense case . hellokitty ^^

OMFG ..... !!!

EOS 550D :)

cool stuff . :D

thats all, hahah .

byeee ;)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

7:10 PM

meeeeeeeeee :D

picsssss !! ♥ ♥

~~enjoyy :D~~

pictures below taken by: meeeeeeee ♥ ♥ :P

me & ling :)

me & ting :)

two sorrpo x)

ting.. sot liao ahh uu .. XDD

with...ahem x)

hello kitty .. & ling ^^

spongebob .. & ting x)

stress ~!! XD

失恋? x)

two sorpo !! x))

taken by ting.. light effect by me :D

kiss kiss ♥ ♥

oops .. x)

blekk :P

arrhhhhh ! o_o

cuteeee :D

others taken by : ting ♥ ♥ & others.. -.-

ting & me @ cupcakess :D

err.. no comment ..

i've no idea what im doing.. XD

all of uss :D

nice capture by ting .. :)

ghost arr !! meee :D

me again x) with andox :D

all pics are taken on that day .. :D

ohh ya..havent write what happened today ..x)
today early in the morning went basketball....
LOL how i played was totally like shyt !
dontknow why ... =___=
zzzzz.... noob me :D

smile ~ :)

★i'm gonna make you love me 널사랑한다고★ ♥

2:00 PM