Saturday, February 6, 2010

maybe , its too stress out there .


- gosh -
why is my life such a mess .？
what i've done for myself ?
why everything is just happen so suddenly ?

tmorow .
at first ,
i've been expecting it .
ii wanna go for it .
but now seems like im force not to go .
well ,
im just a human .
ii cant just facing it like nothing happened .

why the world is so unfair to me ?
wherever ii am , ii am still the one who is unecessary .
ii cant feel myself living here .
if ii do not appear in this life ,
how good is that , huh .?


anyone who is not satisfied with me ,
please tell me .
ii just need reason .


im seriously , down .
if ii am smiling ,
its just fake .
ii am trying to act to be nothing .
but i know ,
physically , it do works .
but mentally ,
nope .