Monday, November 30, 2009

可能
我不是1个很好的朋友
你伤心时，我都尽量安慰你，劝你
可是
我没想到
原来我只越帮越忙

从前的你 只是玩玩追求过2次
之后我们也成了朋友
不久
我们吵架 · 5个月的冷战
好回了，
就成了很好很好的朋友
我有事都找你
你说的 不管对不对
我都听 我都跟着做
可是我没想到的是
你有事 我劝你
但是你总不听
原来不是你不听
是我说的都不能听
对不起
是我不好
我不求你原谅
可能
我不是1个很好的 朋友


从今起
我会尽量不去打扰你
我也不会管你的事了
只希望你会很幸福
认为什么是对的，就去做吧
希望
希望我都能做到我承诺过的事



wenn .
12.39pm · nov 30 · monday

Sunday, November 29, 2009

今天
很闲的1天 .
早上出去喝茶 ， 下午出去吃东西 .
跟家人 .
午餐呢 . 就在阿妹的老公的店里吃 ><
看到了妹夫 . x)
刚好也看到1个人 . 在那里打工 .
[振兴] ...
哈哈
他们1定认不出是我来的
因为跟他们都不是很熟 =)

之后要回家 ， 就叫爸转进去，去益智那里 .
也就是我的小学 .
在那里 . 我们的学校变了很多 .
我走了进去 ， 去了当时留下很多美好回忆的地方 .
好熟悉的地方 .
4H , 5H , 6H .
最有印象的是 6H .
可惜 ，楼梯都锁上了 ， 没得上去 .
唯有在下面看着当年的班级 .
回忆着 .
当年
每天在班吵吵闹闹的
在走廊上 都有熟悉的感觉 .
花园里 .
5年级曾经站岗的地方 .
草药园里 .
6年级站岗的地方 .
食堂 ， 补习中心 都好熟悉 ..
可惜的是 .
拥有很多美好回忆的活动中心 .
已经拆掉了 .
当年 说要建礼堂到现在才拆了活动中心 .
有种很不习惯的感觉 .
儿童节 , 教师节 ， 毕业典礼 .
都曾在那里举行 .
当然还有跆拳道的美好回忆哝 .
在那舞台也有很多回忆 =)

资讯楼 以前是3楼罢了
现在第4楼都建好了 .
还有B座
整个B座都拆掉了 .
=[
因为学校里有很多建筑工作在进行着
所以草场那里都没能走到过去
=(


也帮忙了爸洗大鱼池
靠
怎么那么脏啊 ~ ><
也捉了十几只小小条的鱼
捉回家养 =)

也看见了王搁伟老师 ><
不知大家还记得他吗 ？
生活技能老师 ~ =]
他都不记得我了 ~
只记得我姐姐 . =)


好怀念以前
天真 · 单纯 · 年少无知的我们 .
以前 的我们 .
真的很开心 .
没什么烦恼的 .
多好
虽然毕业了2年 ， 还是有点舍不得 .


过去的 都让它过去吧
现在
就努力的加油 ， 让自己的未来充满更多的色彩
=)


wenn .
11.39 · 29 nov · thursday

Saturday, November 28, 2009

nice !

Thursday, November 26, 2009

haiz
borin life .
i wanna go out !
i wanna hav phone !
why ..
wat does it mean by LIFE .
hapiie ?
freedom ?
trust ?
love ?
ii didn't get anything .

WHY

why ii cant get anything ii wanted .?
why ii cant get any freedom like others ppl got .?
why am ii born to be so unlucky .?
ii dont understand sometimes wat did uu all tink .
am ii a child ?
do uu all nid to treat mii like a child ?
im already 14 . =(
others in age of 13 ,
ALL of them already had their own phone .
they can do wat dey want and dey can go anywhr dey wanted .

how bout mii ??



last time , ii used to listen to uu all .
ii do whatever uu wanted . ii listen to uu all .
but .
did uu all ever listen to mii , once ?
please
listen to mii .
get things dat ii wanted for mii .
ii am sick of the life now !

how borin life is !



god , please .
help mii .
ii trusted uu to change my life .
ii wish dat one day god will enter my life .
change everything in my life .

freedom .
it's important .

but .
no matter wat happen .
i will still be mii , myself .
i am tryin to change my life .
god bless =)


bored ~
this must be the most borin holiday ever in my life ..
hapiie holidays guys =]



wenn .

Saturday, November 21, 2009

holidays .

tuition .
on9 .
tv .
sms .
=(

wat other things can ii do during holidays ~
lol .


hahah yesterday yam cha . meenas .
wenqi go with mii oso ^^
lou dou bak chi dou sei x)
at thr spamming message send to qi xDD
almost 200 ++ message .
LOL ~
hahah all oso too borin d ~
xDD



haiz now goin to sick d .
sore throat ~
dat day go pierce de ear hole dunno why very pain now
><
pAIN~ TT



haiz ii wan work !
><
ii wan buy phone ><
no more money use . sob @@

haiz . juz bak from shoppin
tired =(
okiie ii stop it here =)
hapiie holidays guys =]

Thursday, November 19, 2009

to all SPM candidates
gud luck =]

hee . jiayou ohh sis =]
stil gt weilit gor =)

heee ~
borin holidayz ~
ii wanna go work ! ><
gud luck yea =)

Monday, November 16, 2009

today bou buii lou po suddenly wan cum [ ah fern]
den go pasar walk jor awhille
v both oso gt buy shirt =]
den later go ioi ^^
so luckily . today gt thomas jack【东与哲】 at sense cafe .
=]
den fern call janice them lorr . at last dey all cum le .
dey 3 go inside ><
ii so ngam saw my fren .
xDD
then they say wan see ohh . heee =]
den c dou jor
xDD
lenqqzai jack [ah zhe] !!!
c jor awhile . hungry le
jia lyn 1 ppl at thr lorr . v go eat .
when go bak dat time . finish le TT
jia lyn gt giv them sign the album ohh ~ =]
stil gt shake ah zhe's hands summore ><
jealous jealous ~ x)

den v all pull the ywei go pierce ear hole .
den ii oso pierce together xDD
walao she ahh . screamin lyk hell thr . ==
make mii nervous x[


hapyii =]

hahah

1.35am -16 nov-

Saturday, November 14, 2009

yesterday the last day of skull .
damn .
thought nothing to scared . so ii bring the nail polish to skull .
janice need it ..
but bfore skull started , dey said gt spot check .
i thought nevermine la , ii giv ppl keep .
but at class . keep waitin and waitin .
suddenly few pengawas cum in n spot us !!
damnn ..
luckily . my poker cards ii keep in a place in my bag .. dey cant find ..
but the 椰壳 and nail polish ii 55 throw inside the drawer .
ii suppose to put it inside my shoe de . but too nervous d .
=[
when the dog find the drawer that time .
unluckily she found it ..
she askin ' who's is this '
ii keep on sayin ' i dunnoe '
kanasaii ~

3椰壳no jorr . lols .
den recess time . dey say mayb stil gt one more spot check .
den ii 55 take those things can keep de , go toilet .
put inside . x(
but stil gt poker . haiz .
den ii giv my class geh pengawas keep lorr~
heeee .
BUT
suddenly they wan spot check pengawas oso
dunno which sohai 爆料 geh ..
he gt 9 phones with him . lol xDD
den he giv the mornin session geh keep lorr .
luckily all safe ..
den all boys are called dunno to whr , dunno for wat
ii dunno wat dey doin thr huh ..
den heard ppl say muii geh phone giv ppl steal jor .
den ii 55 ponteng lorr . go find muii .
but when i wanted to go up . lol
front and back stairs are all locked up ..
WTF
our school had bcum a prison huh .
lols .
many things happened in one day .

finish skul dat time . at down thr saw nicole scoldin yap yi ling .
the yap yi ling oso vry 多事 geh
my fren said this time dunno is she bou anot tim .
><

haiz . last day of skul has already over .
no happiness .
but double of sadness =(
why . why the teachers cant give us a memorable last day for us .
watch out uu BITCH ! [pn lim]
ii will back for uu ..

at here . nid to sorry for ai li .
she gave mii the 椰壳 as her last thing for mii .
coz she goin to change to seksyen 4 .
but ii cant even keep it anymore .
the dogs hav already took it . T.T
sowiie ~
><
hope uu wil not forget all of us here ..
ii really will miss uu much .
<3


sad ending to all .
cheer up guys .
happie holidays =]

Friday, November 13, 2009

yesterday . thursday . no teacher whole day .
got oso ii cum out from class .
den .
v ponteng , almost whole skul v hav walk around xD
den , mii , lup hin , muii , n ai li decided to go find janice them .
when v walk till halfway at the stairs ,
sudenly v saw PN LIM in front us .
[diu lorr]
but .. she didnt catch mii n lup hin
xD
juz call mii clip my hair properly .
but...
but pn lim at thr called ah muii .
den they 55 run down lorr
haiz .. ><
den ii n lup hin went into 2G , talk awhile wit them then go lorr
wan go bak class jor . but halfway . v met teacher again
damn~
this time ENCIK NAGA
><
he din catch us also~
so lucky xDD
juz ask where v goin jekk
then v say lorr ~
[balik kelas]
xDD


den v at 2C , watch porn xD
suddenly gt ppl shoutin
[LOURETTE COMIN~!]
den v all simply find a place sit lorr
hahahh
2A , 2C , and 2D ppl in one class
zadou .

den rainin dat time .
giv lup hin pull out in the rain
wet jor 3 times
==

den nothin do jor lorr
stay at class play card
xDD
siien ``

another crazy day ~
xDD
friday last le lorr~
hope will be no teacher also .
den can ponteng again xD

=)

nov 13 , 2009 [10.38 am ]

Thursday, November 12, 2009

突然
有种想放弃这段恋情的念头
不是因为我不爱你
是因为
我不想伤害你
我们的开始 是被逼于情况的
但是
我还是要谢谢你
让我有过这么美好的回忆

其实
我并不适合你 你知道么
接下来的长假 ，我不敢保证
我对你的心 · 会不会变
我知道 我自己是个经不起孤单的人
在那么久的日子里
我不能没有依靠 ·
所以 ·
我好害怕 万一遇到你的时候
我
不会像以前那样 爱着你了
可能 那时我的心
早已在另一边了
我 并不好
我不能给你幸福
这样的女生 你还会要么 ？

对不起 .
我 · 是爱你的 .
希望 你能够尽量把我忘了
我 会把美好的回忆留住
这辈子都不会忘了

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

最近
總覺得自己是多余的 .
這世界 ， 好像都沒有容得下我的地方 .

在家里 ， 整天都被老豆罵
我受夠了！為什么
每次中罵的 就只有我
什么都是我的錯 ， 是我不好嗎 ?
我到底做錯什么了
你是又罵 不是又罵
你當我什么啊？！？！

學校
都沒有一個朋友 ， 對我是真心的
正正了解我 ， 陪伴我
會有嗎 ？
在班上
我總是被排斥
大家都個玩個的
好像都忘了我的存在
難道 . 我那么的沒有存在感嗎 ？

總覺得
我是一無是處 ， 流浪街頭的過街老鼠
沒有一個屬于自己該存在的地方
很不安穩

既然 還是得活下去
就只好以上帝做我精神寄托了
唯有祂 ， 我才能把心事都說出來
把想要的 要求 ， 統統告訴祂 .
希望
祂 是會聽見我每天的祈求 · 禱告 .
我 也會更加的愛祂，了解祂的
我會盡量 把圣經讀完【雖然是不可能的事】
但我盡量吧

=]

Saturday, November 7, 2009

today~
hahah so happy~~
mornin , go pasar with muii [yiliing]n marmiie [cui ying]
heheh~
buy jor shirt ^^
ii buy white , muii buy black =P
den at the park thr oh .
muii bei yan kao xD
malay guy lai de~
giv muii tou ying many pic xD
then dey also take pic ><



den go sunway~
[skip many things , coz lazy type =P]
go watch
poker king x)
n hang gai gai lorr~
jiie nn jiie fu 2gether~
i follo them jek ><
muii canot go~ sobx TT
then buy here buy thr lorr~
use jor 50 + TT
x)

hahah~
so song~
mornin play till evenin~
haiz~
skip many things . coz lazy type xD
hahah~
holidays cumin xD
wish dat ii can go work~ then can go hang gai~
buy things that ii wanted x)


<33

Thursday, November 5, 2009

today is the most boring day ..
coz no fren in class~

><
hope vern theng will get well soon from chicken pox x)
at class ahh
siien dou bao

den ask permission from teacher to go out giv sumthing
but the motif is to find keyi them =P

then ..
find them ,
but gt teacher .
summore i no pass
den 55 go bak class nur .
but no teacher at class jor . ==

den . they all cum down le .
ii saw them at 2c thr , then i walk thr , wanted to lepak with them de .
but sohai pn lim suddenly cum out
><
den run bak to class lorr .. sobb ..

after recess dy
but ii n muii at thr chase the ah fai
xD
he make us first geh
><
den .. lol . damn tired~
so happie n crazy~
loll~~
v already MAD
x)

then go hang gai wif ai li
n make ah fai nur .
then chase them to near the pejabat stairs thr
saw encik NAGA xD
v 2 juz stand thr . nothin happen xD
but they all(boys) kena x)
[masukkan baju]
xD

then mii accompany ai li go bak lor
den .
suddenly heard sum1 called loudly
[咳水婆]
den v c to the block A thr .
lol
ah fai called geh
==


hahah
like dat play play play den no eat dou thing jor
><
then i at class eat .
pn lim is infornt our class .
but oso nevermine ~ she cant c mii xD
so ii eatin in class lahh
she oso noob~ cant c
x)


then very siien jor lo
no teacher ~
nothin do ~
lepak to 2C n saw them playin cards~~

==

den today duno gt wat perhimpunan larr
make us no pjk
><


so borin~ but it is so crazy today xD
stil gt 1 weeks~
hope that this comin week will not b so borin huh ><

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

hahh...

exam results>second day~~
sej--60!!
bm--62 ..
maths---91[the highest i get bfore=P]
moral--81

today bfore skull
at canteen thr
wahh
muii them sot dy~~
==
at thr play play ~
laugh like mad
xD
ah fai oso very kacau geh
alwayz bit my head
pull my hair summore

after sot[inG] at canteen ,
then go class lorr
BUT~
when i stand at my class door thr[coz nid passup the exam paper]
then ..
the ah fai mou liu dou . come bit my head n run
==
but after that i gt bou sou jor
x)


hahah
today so siien
no teachin in class
==
keep on talk n talk x)

den last two periods , guys went for some speech .
v all gabung class wif 2D [teacher called us go APD]
but..
mii n vern theng .. hahah
2 sor po
lepak around class n here n thr
xD
coz nothing to do at apd ...
so...
sUDDENLY~
oops~
saw pn cheong
our first thing is >> run!!
luckily , hahah .
she didnt saw US~
den v decided to go APD lor
later they take attendance then not gud jor lo
xD
at inside thr... lol
watch [PHANTOM OF OPERA]
its actually a good movie =]
walao eh...
all singin part skip lor~~[siien]
gt 1 place damn yeng
the phantom bite the girl's tongue out
x)
all of them at thr
*yerr~
but i am the only one who
*wahh yeng dao~

hahah
zadou x)

hahah
so song jor~
no skull dy . x)
but stil gt abit not very happy laa .
some things are still goin badly .
ii oso hav no idea bout wat im doin right now~
ii juz nid to say
SORRY if i hurted uu .
BUT
uu are the one who done all this . which make us far apart .
everyday at class . V seem like dont know each other .
but nevermine .
i had already be used to it .
ii can live by my own if uu are not with mii




now , wat v can do is ..
making history xD
everything is comin to an end.
hope everyday will giv us memories .
coz v are finishin our skool~
hahaah~~
playin around
crazyin around with them
its realli FUN x)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

lol..
exam's results is comin out..
lol
so bad results T^T

i didnt have a good work in studying ..
dats why dis will b my results ..
*sobs..

BI- 81
KH- 75
GEO-82


till here..
stil quite good lahh~
but stil gt so many moore subjects were bhind..
OMG~
><


hate this feelin~~ ><

haiz ...
another more things to worry~
those problems stil nt settle down yet
so worried bout it
but i can do NOTHING ..
dis is a sad thing ..
wat a fren am ii ..
><

no matter wat ..
i wil still prayin every nite for uu all~
JESUS will helps us~~
amen ~

=)

Monday, November 2, 2009

although.. exam ady passed ..

but now gt 1 thing is worse than having exam ..

is about keyi, muii, chin voon ~


the fcukin bitch pn lim ...
she does not have the qualifications to b teacher ...
SERIOUSLY .!!

juz listen to the crap by those indians
then said that is keyi them did it..
[HOLY****]

so

no matter wat happen..
v will always suppot uu all...

love uu all always ..
=)



主啊
希望袮听见我的祈求，
让我们得到到袮的赐给我们的力量，
以度过这难关
上帝何等伟大，而人类是何等的渺小
竟肯听如此渺小的心声 .
感谢祷告，是奉耶稣基督的名求
阿們.

†

Sunday, November 1, 2009

=)